My lif3 this recently...

MY LIFEEEEEEE NOT SOOO GUD...goshhhhhhhhhhhhh

wanna know y??

well..i can make list from it..=.=

Why do i say this...because.



1st of all..



Im losing my love one...im totally in love wid him..bt after dat he just leave me with no news(pathetic..isnt it?)...he just leave me like that.i mean HELLOWW!IM STILL ALIVE..every morning..wait,no,every time every second i will check my phone and still hoping he'll sms me or call me...but still he 'never'...bt i will always wait for him...When the time he'll say sorry(which is impossible)..im still goin to forgive him..i know its sounds dumb n stupid..bt wad can i say..girls heart is soft...softer dat more can u imagine....im totally upset...while im in love wid him..he just leave me n dat keep me thinking,think,think y he did dat to me... sometimes i cry in my claz cz i jst cn hold em up anymore...All d memory wid him...i dunnoe wad to wid it..do i have to burn it up?forget about it?or just keep it?....everytime i see d photo that we took together..it makes me more sad cz it remind me how happy i was dat time...ders so much memory wid him......but still..i will wait for him...n if ur reading dis..wanna tell u dat i miss u very much.everytime u say u loved me.its make me happy n wondering is dis just a dream cz cnt believe i finally can b together wid u...miss out time together.....
Owr ya..guess wad...got this one song...once i heard it...i like it so much.n im actually cried when i listen to dis song..grr..this song suitable 4 me 4 this time....the lyrics..ermmmmm...welll.....quite sad n EMO...lol...bt heres d lyric..wanna share it wid u all...(EVERY SONG REMIND ME OF HIM.YERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!)

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You Told Me You Loved Me lyrics

You said you loved meMore than anyone else could ever knowBut now you're leavingCan't we just try to work this outAnd I've never been one to begThe nights get lonelyAnd all I have left is a memory of youI tried to say thisBut now there's nothing left for me to doAnd I've never been one to begChorus:Please don't go, just stayI watched with tears in my eyes as you walked awayMiss your voice, and your touchAnd if I told you I loved you could that be enough?An awkward silenceIt's been too long since I've heard from youAnd I lay sleeplessKnowing that my heart still belongs to youAnd I've never been one to beg
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2nd

i lost my purseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........
i dun know who took it......bt i lost it in my claz..
i really hate d ppl who took it.......................grrrrrrrr....
ders a bout rm250 in it...can u imagineeee...................haizzzzz..mayb some of u think its not a big deal...b to me...its huge amount....gosh..i save it for 3month.....
really hate those ppl..bt wad can i say...when ppl in desperate dey will do anything..

3rd

i change................i become more paranoid....i always go some place so i can be alone..i dun know y..bt this recently i like to be alone..n im short tempered...haiz....wad can i say..i nvr been hurt like dis before...

4rd

wellllll.......ders no fourth...ahaha...bt honestly..........admit it....my life sucks




I HOPE SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN.....cant live like this....some ppl say..'god did that to you because he love u'........well.....HOPE SOoooooo..


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