LIFE IN MATRIKS N MY HOLIDAY

so yeahh..now im in matriks.

my holiday was awesome..ahahha..

spent a lot of my holiday wid my friends....

watch a lot of movie...n.........wad else......erm.....

shopping n others?

i guess?..

hahaha...

so.. on that holiday..i did somethng that pretty embarassing..lol

there's this guy in my college.. he's so ermmm.. i dont know how to describe him..mysterious?

lol..

sooooo............i sms him.. ~~~~(omg..i know!!im a girl..i shouldnt do that) pfft

neway..he replied me.. but i dont think he like me.......

i dont know.. i just can feel it..

i think that im kinda LIKE him

..I cant understand him..

he's not like the other boys out there (this is for real)

.....

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo..i just gonna let faith decide this.

MATRIKS LIFE??

U know whatttt.. its sucks to the max.

but at least i have my friends with me..

hmm.this tuesday i will get my result

i just hope that i will nnot go to PDT

PDT IS LIKE HELL

UR STUDY WILL BE EXTEND TO ANOTHER ONE YEAR

please pray for me so that im not goin to pdt ok =((

soo..i guess thats all for now

tata

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

<333 =)

im going to college SOON

OMG.this is soooo sad..
im going to leave sabah to continue my study
hmmm
btw its just labuan actually
but still
i promised to myself that i will tell the truth to u when im leaving.
but the thing is will u say yes?i dont think so
i will b waiting for u to ask me the same thing
but no way that will b happen
so i guess i hv to keep it untill i die
ok.now im getin too dramatic
neway forget bout it
WADEVER IT IS. SOMEDAY OR SOMEHOW I HAVE TO LET U GO
im so stupid.haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~madeline.j~

thanks for the memories..

sooo..its been a long time since i x update my blog
n yeah
for sure i have a lot of story to write
i went to national service...
but i wont write that topic now..bcz i havent uploaded d pics
now i wan to write about someone who really make me fall in love with him
he so sweet...n yeah of coz..he is good lookin too
the thing is.....i really fall for him
ive been single for one year
i forgot how to date
i forgot how to handle the pressure when u r in relationship..
SAD?I KNOW~~
n the worst thing is..i forgot how to handle the break up part
tell u one thing for sure.
i really hate people that promised me but never keep their promises..
do u know how hurt it is to have someone u love just leave u n the worst part is.
u know he was lying to u to escape from the chaos.
dayem..u r so chicken
by the way
thanks for the memories..
it does really gimme a good memories esp when u gimme suprised n came to the airport
i dont have feelin for u anymore.thats for sure.
but somehow i cant be fren with u..n thats for sure
i did wished i cud have more time wid you
but u just cant wait till i get back
how selfish is that?
ur THINGS dat u gave me..hrm....
i guess im gonna put it in d box.
i dun know wad to do with it
i wont throw it away..bcz im not dat mean..
okay?
sooooo..people out there..
becarefull of wad u fallin for
bcz it may hurt u deeply
n may take a while to recover from the injured.
thank god i have frens beside me to cheer me up

DONT FORGET UR FRENS MO MATTER WHAT
I REPEAT
DONT FORGET UR FRENS NO MATTER WHAT
OK?
=)

DATS ALL FOR NOW