HAVING SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY HEHE

YESTERDAY WENT OUT WITH SIS N CUZ

HUHU.......WE WENT BACK ALMOST 5AM ODY OHWRRR

STILL DAMN SLEEPY...

THIS TWO DAYS ALWAYS SLEEP ALMOST 5AM....

XD

SLEEPY T.T

LAST NIGHT SLEEP AT 4.30AM ODY @@

DAMN SLEEPY NOW...STILL SLEEPY..LOL

BUT NVM....AHHAHAHA.....I WOKE UP 10.30 AM ODY...

THATS IT FOR NOW.....NIGHT WILL CONTINUE.....

GOIN OUT TONIGHT..YEAH XD

its almost 12am ....I listening to This song was like sooooo nice..i listen it almost 5times now....
its so freakin nice....
i really like the lyrics 'we were always meant to say goodbye' n 'love you enough to let you go'
this song is sooo sad...T.T
N MOST part i like in this song is when she sang '
It's like sooooo true...but neway...its just a song..
nothing else
Just now i was so bored...untill i have a nice conversation wid my MUM whic is very RARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
mayb im to desperate to talk with someone
hmmmmm...My mum give me some advice today...hahha
she told me that she know that i experiencing the B thingy...like all teenage experience..she ask me to get couple wid my fren...weird...its because she like the boy ...i mean wtf...he is my fren....==
nvm
Damn...now i listening to already gone for more than 10 times..lol
ahahahha.
This evening i talk to my sot kdi...lol
i ask him something but he refused to help me..== useless elvin..XD.ahha...
nvm.....but i think he's hiding from me.....i know him..he really hiding something from me....hmmmmmmmmm....
but at last i know...huhu...
its better for me for not knowing the truth......he ask him me is like wad for him..answer:FOOD....find the answer for urself...its disgusting...its the truth..dont know that he can think that way...i mean i tot he was different from the other guy...T.T....
nvm nvm nvm......dont want to think bout it....
hmmmm...this lately i think i be more competative wid that person..if that person gt IT..then i oso must have IT..lol..hmmm..sure u guys dont understand...only my kdi know...hmmm
Anyway,,,,i hope tomorrow the plan will on..hmmm
hope no more distraction like the other day...to much fucjin distraction...
TOday anita told me about her new friend..lol
quite hensem ohr.lol
shes lucky....!lol huhu...he still no find me.YISH.
I REALLY CONFUSED O,..HUHU
one say he still like me one say he gt gf ody....for sake i wanna know the bloody truth
is it sooo hard?or is it to much to ask for?
hmmmmm
nvm....
now i realise every post dat i wrote....in the ending theres always about him
my GAWD......move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn........yish..i think i say this word many times ody in my life move on move on move on
i can do thisssssssssss..huhuhuhuhuuhu..
i think this wouldnt happen if he find me go out dat day....hmmmmmmmmmm...!!
ut i dont blame him






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im soooooooooo boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wake up.....

and guess wad...???????????

my unread sms is empty..

Fine...no one want to find me anymoreeeeeee............ T.T

anyway..i havent do the chores...

ZZZZZ....i stop here...at night wanna write more again..lol..

freakin lonely...shit..lol

IM CRAZY AND PARANOID

CRAZY DAY AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

im so bored ooooooooooooooooooo..cant stand it..............i wanna b crazy here...watching d same wall everysecond im my pathetic day.MYGOSH

I become paranoid................................................

i was watching dis view for almost 30minutes i think...@@..i was so boredddddddddddddddddddddddddd....i cant do anything beside walk there n there here..i was thinking bout lotta thinks..wondering wad he could be doin right now...he could be goin out wid his gf..yeackkkkkkk..im sound soo jelousy ..but what can i do..i have nothing to do beside that

okaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..mayb i can forget it...zzzzzzzzz.....i was playing d laptop all day long.......I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BHA T.T...........

KUUKUKUKU KIKIK KALALALALAAL KIKIKI KILILILI

I WAS so bored ..den sketch some stupid bout what i feel inside my heart..sounds stupid..its not masterart...im not pro..soooo its look ugly..I know!super ugly ==

Den after that i was thinking about doin my addmath...but soooo ssorry...ADD MATH way tooo advance for me..lol
Sooo i refer to this book.........that i just bought from that CARLISSA XD..she sell me about rm5 from rm 22...lol..soo funny o......meryl bought her book about rm 10 oso...ahhaha.were so desperate for refenrence book....but im sure we dont read it oso....

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. tomorrow i want to go to my frens party at jesselton..wanna wear my white dress n ss o.....

wuwuwu...T.T

I Think i just make my fren angry today...i dont know y but i like to find trouble if im in not in the mood..i suddenly go sms dat person den angry XP...LOL

sorry yahr.....hope u saw dis...dun know how to say sorry luhr....XD
LATER WAN WATCH DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE XDDDD

Yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..i tot got desperate housewifee...zzzzzzzzz

neway...i spend that one hour just now chat wid my kdi...ahaha...tell him everything about my problem...he oso tell me bout his problem...hmmmmm

after that he go watch movie le....den i dont have fren to tok...XP..

lol..

hmmmmm

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,...so bored...

JUST NOW MICH SMS ME.....TELL ME THAT THE PARTY WAS CANCEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..I WAN DIE,...MY PARENTS LET ME GO ALREADY BUT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..ITS CANCEL...

FOR REAL...i really wan die.............................................huhu...

this is my worst holiday ever...hmmmm...next next week is my exam ..sooo men later i have to study...haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

actually today i go carlissa house..sleepover there..but my mum wont let me...she trick me!!!!!!!yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

my life is soooooooooooo over fuckin pathetic......

Out to 1b WID My 2 Lovee cuzzie..

SUNDAY 20/9/2009.........RAINY DAY...lol......Out to 1b wid cuzzie

After church me Meryl,n Carlissa direct go to cp.....thats mean

we arrived at cp about 9.30.pm..so we dont have idea what we want to do that time..all we know is were hungy!!!!lol

So we decide to go beside cp buliding..i forgot whats d name of the restaurant..but the food is sucks...=='...

Before that.were been followed by 3 creepy old man,....dey follow us around..its like creepy n disusting....gosh..but after that no more.thank God.lol

After having our breakfast we went back to warisan den go to the toilet to take picture...XD

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....WERE kinda bored...nothing to see at cp...sooo like helll...soooo we decide to booked the bus ticket to go to 1B
We cant make it to booked the ticket to 1B at 11.30.cause its full....sooo we wait for the next trip wihick is 12.30......sooooooo

we wait at Sin wang...

we talk lots of thing...take picture again..XD.

we were talkin about when we were with them..i mean each of us have our loved one..but what can i say...its not our power to make them love us back..soo we decide to forget bout them...AS IF we can..lol

12.30..pm.....we wait at the bus stop again like stupid.....while we insulting i mean play Meryl...suddenly her phone feel down..I dont know whos fault is it..XP....

HEHEH...we arrived at 1b about 1pm i think...my feet so pain..After walkin around bout few hour..we go to OLD TOWN....n theres my problem bagin ==

THey saw meee soooooooooo frust...i was thinking bout him...i mean soooo in to him..i was wonder why he din find me....i was so confident that he will find me cause that day he gt find me sms...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz >.<

SOOO carlissa want to help me..LOL..

She ask me to sms him......first i dont want..but after that she help me sms.... 'where r u?'

den my cuz say...she very sure dat he will reply..sooo i jut closed my eyes and ask my cuz take my hp wether it have sms or nt...im so stupid ==

Than after that...few second later he sms..MY GOSH...shes true..he sms....i was like sooo freakin happy..den my cuz help my type...its sounds like playgal..den i was frust again....but im soo sad he din say the same way i type to him..zzz...den i stop reply him...feels like im disturbing him..haix

Meryl do the same way like i do oso..lol......the one that she like oso got reply her back..we were sooo happy..but the end ..she oso feels dat she dont want to reply the person again..
Feels like i was really disturbing him..i was sooo sad..==...T.T..but nvm..i really hope he will sms me later....

After went back from 1b ..we go to karaoke...

we released our stress by singing 'THINKING OF U' 'TOUCH A GIRL' 'HOT N COLD' 'TAKE A BOW'..n others lol....but after that our parents scolded us bacause we went back soooo late ody..lol..but i think its worth but expensive..i waste almost about rm100 on da day...==...LOL..NEWAY....I MISSS HIMM..but nvm..he gt gfalready..got someone to take care of him..hmmmmmmmm


ANYWAY...IM GROUNDED UNTILL SEPTEMBER..IM DEAD THIS MONTH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

first day out for my first day start of holliday..lol

yesterday went out with pretty Jing jing,Jason n ah chai(if im not mistaken d name ><) n after that five or 6 other boys join..but dun know them only know two dem is kkhs student...

we went to watch Tsunami

before we go watch the movie.me n jing jing go kebab..our feet sooooo hurt o==..cause we wear high heels lol..its my idea dat we want to wear it.XD..lol..many kkhs student oso go out dat day as in soo MANY..lol..after dat we wait for the others at kebab..i think i pinch jing jing so much when he's coming,...haha...but glad got my dear jing jing beside me to support me......she's a very good friend of mine...^^

den the movie start about 3.50pm. ermmmm.......i went back about 5pm..i only watch the beggining...T.T..lol n my friend say the end quite touching the movie untill she cry..awwww..hhehe.

so i have to walk out from the cinema before the mv finish den He acc me go find my aunt XD...WAKUAUAKUAKUKAUKAUUKAX..zzz.im crazylol..

he change ody but gt little bit feel weird go out wid him..ermmm...dun know y..but im happy neway.at least we become friends already.wakuauakaakakukuakhope can go out wid him other day XD but ermmm but dnt think so ==//lol.nvm...the movie is quite romantic...i heard that they only have 10 minutes to save ther love one...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

if i were there..i dont know who i want to save..!!XD

After i back home ody...i notice dat we din eat our lunch and breakfast..no wonder i feel sooo hungry..lol.....so i wait my mummy to cook ...all day long..i was thinking about one question that keep playing on my mind!!!!>.<

then after that i called nicholas talk almost about 1hour i think..tell him bout everything wads goin on today...

ahahha....but neway..have fun n very happy oso today...

at last i know the answer ody..XD..

ermmmmm......got ss while waiting for transport

FRIDAY! :))

LOV33333 Out with Friend

After school <3>

Serena

Oliver

lai kah ping

Nicholas

Jonathan

jackson


Sean


Amania


Law



Edward

went to centre point to watch movie..Final destination!!!!!lol

• the movie only about1hour ><
• the movie is sooooooooooooooooooooo disgusting


• cost boutrm6


• the ending niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..everyone dead XD

AHAHHAHA..But siok o..lol..after that went to F.O.S..ahaha.just hangin around der...

watch boxer XD
boys idea...lol

After that we went to waterFront....like stupid o our all pic

so peacefull...n view was great..can relax my fully loaded head here.

while i was enjoying the view..i was thinking of someone...someone dat make me heppy whenever he smilesomeone who make me cry someone dat make me crazy when thinkin bout him...lol....wadever it is..i want him to be happy...eventhough he with someonelse ody..i'll still b happy for u as long u happy too..but i will be lying if i say im not jelouse to see u with another person.

me n jon

After that we went to yogurt berry

ahahah......wess again...XD


Den i went to acc oliver to buy his dad's present.....he toook soo long to pick the present..but at last..he didnt pick any..my gosh..lol...

Night



I gt new friend called Hui jing..we have soooooo much common


ahahha....as in sooooooo many..


lol


i called her jing jing^^


shes pretty n nice.....hope can know her better^^






Today




just now my fren told me that she got out with Him...


wuwuwu......den she say dat he still put our pic in his wallet...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

by the time i heard that...i was like....i wn to die n im freakin miss hi :(((((((

hmmmmmmm....

n she told me that he told her that he miss me....

wuwuwu

Someone found my purse!!!!! I passed my ADDMATH!!!!LOL

Yesterday my fren went to my class and they bring me went to see teacher Neo...

IM NERVOUS...CAUSE I WAS LIKE 'WHAT AGAIN THIS TIME.SHE ODY GIVE ME SURAT AMRAN KE 2'could be she ask me to do the kerja awam thingy..

zz

neway..by the time i reach her tabl..SHE WAS HOLDING MY PURSE

MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

U DONT EVEN KNOW HOW HAPPY AM I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

DEN first question i ask her is. 'cikgu ada buka di dalam?'

lol!!!!!!!
u know y???im scareddddddddddddddddddddd

freakin scared..cause got my picture wid my ex n my fren inside...

i was like..IM DEAD.

but she just smile n say 'ada ic kamu di dalam'.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

she is super duper supporting

evethough she just called my mum n tell her bout my bad attitude at school..zzz///==

lol

neway...den i ask who saw it den she say it was Recee n his friend

im sooooo lucky..zz....well...my money been stole twice..but still :))) i gt wad i want it to be..

::))) goin to put it in save place next time :))

heheh

PASSED MY ADDMATH

hahhaha

really din expect im goin to passed my addmath

heheheh

i mean hello...!!!!Its addmath HUMAN..its difficult...for me la..lol

hehhaha

but i passed..

i still remmber me and Ash make a joke if we pass..cause we confident that we wont pass the test..but at last..we passssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hallelujah(k..srry if i spell it wrong)HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!LOL..alleluia..lol

My fren confused..y im soo hepy bout it cz i only gt 50% especially Darryl..ahahahah....

well...for me its quite good improvement

i always failed in addmaths..but nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....im pass..

well..we see bout next exam...lol

SHOWOFF XP

HaPPY BDAY TO MY BestFRIend Jonathan Tan..aka my cute lil bro..lol

HAHAH..funny pic...2008..me n jonathan :))..after dance performance in out school.
hehe

happy bday Jon....

always be my bestfriend forever forever..treat him like my lil bro..lol....he sooooo cute n caring...

HAPPY BDAY once again... :)))