LIFE IN MATRIKS N MY HOLIDAY

so yeahh..now im in matriks.

my holiday was awesome..ahahha..

spent a lot of my holiday wid my friends....

watch a lot of movie...n.........wad else......erm.....

shopping n others?

i guess?..

hahaha...

so.. on that holiday..i did somethng that pretty embarassing..lol

there's this guy in my college.. he's so ermmm.. i dont know how to describe him..mysterious?

lol..

sooooo............i sms him.. ~~~~(omg..i know!!im a girl..i shouldnt do that) pfft

neway..he replied me.. but i dont think he like me.......

i dont know.. i just can feel it..

i think that im kinda LIKE him

..I cant understand him..

he's not like the other boys out there (this is for real)

.....

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo..i just gonna let faith decide this.

MATRIKS LIFE??

U know whatttt.. its sucks to the max.

but at least i have my friends with me..

hmm.this tuesday i will get my result

i just hope that i will nnot go to PDT

PDT IS LIKE HELL

UR STUDY WILL BE EXTEND TO ANOTHER ONE YEAR

please pray for me so that im not goin to pdt ok =((

soo..i guess thats all for now

tata

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

<333 =)

im going to college SOON

OMG.this is soooo sad..
im going to leave sabah to continue my study
hmmm
btw its just labuan actually
but still
i promised to myself that i will tell the truth to u when im leaving.
but the thing is will u say yes?i dont think so
i will b waiting for u to ask me the same thing
but no way that will b happen
so i guess i hv to keep it untill i die
ok.now im getin too dramatic
neway forget bout it
WADEVER IT IS. SOMEDAY OR SOMEHOW I HAVE TO LET U GO
im so stupid.haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~madeline.j~

thanks for the memories..

sooo..its been a long time since i x update my blog
n yeah
for sure i have a lot of story to write
i went to national service...
but i wont write that topic now..bcz i havent uploaded d pics
now i wan to write about someone who really make me fall in love with him
he so sweet...n yeah of coz..he is good lookin too
the thing is.....i really fall for him
ive been single for one year
i forgot how to date
i forgot how to handle the pressure when u r in relationship..
SAD?I KNOW~~
n the worst thing is..i forgot how to handle the break up part
tell u one thing for sure.
i really hate people that promised me but never keep their promises..
do u know how hurt it is to have someone u love just leave u n the worst part is.
u know he was lying to u to escape from the chaos.
dayem..u r so chicken
by the way
thanks for the memories..
it does really gimme a good memories esp when u gimme suprised n came to the airport
i dont have feelin for u anymore.thats for sure.
but somehow i cant be fren with u..n thats for sure
i did wished i cud have more time wid you
but u just cant wait till i get back
how selfish is that?
ur THINGS dat u gave me..hrm....
i guess im gonna put it in d box.
i dun know wad to do with it
i wont throw it away..bcz im not dat mean..
okay?
sooooo..people out there..
becarefull of wad u fallin for
bcz it may hurt u deeply
n may take a while to recover from the injured.
thank god i have frens beside me to cheer me up

DONT FORGET UR FRENS MO MATTER WHAT
I REPEAT
DONT FORGET UR FRENS NO MATTER WHAT
OK?
=)

DATS ALL FOR NOW

CRAZYYYY

this is the picture that i like.my fav...maybe cz we two look different on it.

hrmm............wad happen today???

nothing important

went to school early in the morning

wait divya for her tapau (sasau pau)

ahhahaha...

the chemistry objective is okay

but its chemistry..anything can happen

i laugh a lot today...first jonathan n divya freakin funny

everything we laugh ==

even the simple thing we can laugh till we die

ahahahhaha..

now i remember

when me n divya wait my dad at the bus stop

i heard something like F.A.R.T

Then i tot it was her

so i keep on laughing

and she's laughing too...so i tot she admit tht she just fart

but at last she asked me wad am i laughing about

n i was like,errrrrrrrrrrrrr

''isnt that u just fart?''

n shes like...no im not!!!!!

hahahahahahah

but few minute later we discover that it was her baju kurung

the sound of tore..konon la

so to make sure.i tore her baju kurung again

haahhahahah...

den i was''ohhh yaaaa..its ur baju kurung pula''

den we both laughing

one word..''CRAZY''..lol

i think thats all for today...

i wanna sleep den wake up few hours later to study

XD

kk

chow chow..byeeeeee =))thanks for reading blog

UPDATE!!!!LOL =)

Hey....its been few months since i log in.

well..its been busy year for me

my last post was about that jerk...

hmmm...

whats new??????

...well...

new fav song?

hell yeah

new fav people?

yeah =)

new fav food??

maybe.nothing new..

my social life totally down..as in down to six feet on the ground.

ahah..not that sucks actually

but still...compare to last year..dis year SUCKS.,

i read back all of my post in my blog..

its kinda funny..all bout that jerk..

ahhaa...wanna delete that post.its kinda embarassing.

XD

my study not so good..

=(...it stress me out

actually.now im in the exam month..but

i need a break!!!

im freakin jealous of my friends that go out every night T.T

they have a life.while i dont

LOL...
hrmm....

left 2month for me to improve my studies.

in this short period i hope i can manage my study time

i cant say NO to friends when they ask me to go out

hrm....

feel sad cause few months later

it will be the ''separation day''

T.T..arh...i dont know how to handle it
do u know how important my fren for me???

eventhough sometimes i like annoyed them XP but

i know they sayang me..wakaukaukaak

im kinda loud in my class

ppl owes ask me to shut up especially the monitor..sang ketua kelas..ahaha

i laugh A LOT....wad can i do??????

we owes make jokes..

ahaha...

enough bout my school life...

how bout the L word???

hrmm

love love love love???

wad the meaning of love?

no one knows..its the biggest mystery on earth..ahahha

i dont believe true love in my age right now.

im still young...17??young right?

im not old ok ==..lol..

ahaha..

this year...i only like certain ppl but not love them.

thats all i can say.

i mean...its hard for me to like someone..unless they really caught my eye.

1st.attitude..(its like freakin important u know)

ahaha

2nd.(the look)XD

3RD.background.

ahhahahaha,.,,

but for now....

for this moment..

i only know how the feel of how 'liking someone''

but that someone is NO ONE for now.

Im afraid of gettin hurt again =((

<3>

saw a lot of my friend hurt because of that..same goes to me

i hurt a lot

this year im trying to be single

eheheh

i think i can do it..

left few months

hehe

..................................................

i like few ppl dis few months.

but i try to ignore and keep it myself

because no use if u tell them too

its not like u goin to be together also..

i eman maybe both can be together

but what benefit can u get???

gettin hurt soon?

sorry...but no thank you

when u with someone..all u can think of is him

u dont evencare bout your friend anymore

well..maybe you care..but not like u used to

im not Anti love.

but i just havent experience

maybe u heard me before by saying how beautifull love is

but that time im not actually mean it..

wanna know the true love is ...???

ask married couple?maybe they know maybe they dont

we dont even know love exist or not

but what can i say..

live life to the fullest

=)

hrm..i forgot how fun blogging is..

ahahhah

....................................................................................................................

Madeline Jane

xoxo

i miss that day

Me N MY fren..went to watched mv jux now
have a fight wid dem a while
hmmmm..
i went to starbucks by myself..to release my anger to them
while i was sitting der...it's remind me for all those days im wid that person
n i was like damn..didnt i already over with him
maybe its just a flashback.i hope....
feel empty and lonely now
there's no one i can complain bout my life..
feel annoyed by all those people that talk to me
anger had became my middle name
and sensitive had became my last name
so i guess my name would be madelune anger sensitive.
not bad hurh?
shit..i think i bcome emo again like i used to..
mamybe its because of the study and all the test im having now

but all i can think bout now is have a great result in my SPM result
wish me luck =(

2010 =)

2010 nice????bad?????normal????

Okaaay...
time to update my blog
2010???wow
alot of things happen during 2010..........
well....on christmas night nothing hap

pen except my frens called me..the sad thing is they celebrating xmast but im stuck at home..!!! =((
but the next day went to my fren's house.....party der...=))having fun..so much funNEW YEAR

NEW YEAR

I celebrated my new year at my cuz place..Carlissa's house
damn...party all night long...==..new year...why not?...its the last day i can party wid all of my fren..
hehe
but the next day....been scolded by my parents.yaikssss
hmmm...........
Anyway.....

THIS YEAR....2010

Hmmm.............im trying to forget everything that make me hurt last year
maybe im not trying hard enough
but thank god..i have my fren beside me
they support me
they cheer me
they love me
they care bout me
and everything =))
eventhough some of them i still mad ryte now..but just let u all know..i still consider u guys as my fren...still care =)...but just that i cant tok to u all ryte now...cz still feelin hurt for wad u guys did to me last time....
well..wad can i say im ''SENSITIVE''
lol
Anyway
hmmm
i just think that i dont need that person anymore in my life..i just figured it out yesterday...i mean.......that few second im quite happy..but when think about it...ur nothing..were done...

know why: i have my life now..im enjoying it,so dont ever think to come again into my life den do the same thing again.like i said cheater is owes a cheater...shes got u..deal wid it...

this few months of 2010 is not bad...
really really busy wid all interact thingy adn all of the spm project
let me list down all i did this few months.. =)

went out wid sister owes....shopping together wid her
not bad i guess....well...for all this time..i only go shopping wid my girlfrens =)


weeeeeeeeee

sister still callin someone....dont know who...but if u see from her face...i think u should know who exactly she called that time...XD..

ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PRESENT =))

My parent bought me a watch..GUESS WATCH..im so happy

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee them soooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

=))))))))))))))))))hehehehehe

well.....at first.my mum sms me..she told me they bought me a watch..but after few minutes later she sms me again..she told me they didnt bought the watch cz expensive...n i was like..harhhh??

but i know they bought it edy..they just wan to suprise me..n guess wad...im right...XD

Hmmmmmm...ookaaaaaayy..this last few months....im attending tuisyen (YEAH!??)

i think its for my own good.....one of my plan to score A's in my SPM (as if)AHHAHA

Hmmmm...This time.....i was goin to dinner wid my family......

still got time to ss...take pic..

wad can i say....i like to take pic ??

LOL

sPortttttttttttttttttttttt-tiesss Day... =))))

HAVING SOOOOOO much fun during sport's day

we took a lot of picture

im in green worlddd

weeeeeeeeeee

hehehe

well..actually im in orange but i changed to green...greeennnn..eheheh

Its worth...i became the penolong pengerusi n our GREEEEN!! got number two

ahahah

STAR =)

Ashh <33>Anita and ash <33..bestiee>LOL!!!..5am in the morning....ready to go school...well..why not take pic a while...LOL!!!!

AFTER sportsss...me n ash have to do the bm's project..

this pic is our folio...know wad =(...i did mistake on the title of the folio...so i have to redo...

but at last..we made it.

OUR PROJECT GOT KEPUJIAN..hahahaha..

really!!im not lying..lol



RENTAS DESA

ahah..............................rentas desa.....one hour of suffering..ahah

but its fun..running wid frens

.....wadever it is...i got top100..ahaha

den i won the lucky draw..XD

Went to watch movie with frens

We watched the Panaromal activity.

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

so scary............

actually that movie suitable for couple

ahaha..

but it also nice to watch with frens..

there are 15 of us watched that movie

after panaromal we went to watched the JUON...ahahha

stupid movie..but i screamed but not as much when i watched the panaromal

Wid ayammmm.....(woo wa yam)
At kebab =)) look weird here..but nvm..XD

wId kung kung......

Hmmm.............

wad did i say...my life is balance...so dont ever think to unbalance it...LOL

I have my frens..love them....i have my parents....love them

couldnt ask for more.........................

ehhe

nowww...

lookin forward for the Installation night...its like a prom night..me n parvish d one who incharged with this special night...it slike hugeeeeeee

lol

I.U day...I.U day.......OMG.......

i must gt no 1 for I.U day..since im the one who want this job as director of i.u day....i mustttt....as in MUSTTTTT...get no 1......................................i will try my best..ehehhe

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tata
bb
~Madeline.J.Life.Love.Fren~
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