Christmas Shopping 2 =))

Merry Christmas...

GOshhh.. ilove christmas =))

Few days before christmas

but the bad news is i dont have any plan on that day

Hmmm

My friend ask me to plan

they want to go dinner then go to sutera to play

but i think it wont easy when its come to transportation

Anyway

Today i went to go shopping at Centre Point and warisan

weeeeee....shopz a lot today =))

These are all the items i bought today

(bought it for only rm10)nice is it ?cheap but nice =))

Roxy's bag...same as my lovely cuzzie Meryl...accidently

she oso bought the same bag...on the same day and maybe just few hours later or before

LOL

sO..gimme5meryl we got the latest collection =P

Then bought shirts from F.O.S ..

(rm23 each)

Luv this shirt..so cute =))

I got bought another shoes but din take picture of it cz it one of my christmas outfit

=))heheh

Okay ..how i wish this is mine..\but its not..its my sis

she's bought new laptop..pinkish..

so nice =((

Hmmmmmmm

LOL

Then night...me n my family went to dinner =))

Hmmmmmmm..

Have lots of fun this christmas week

really lookin forward to the big day =))

Just hoping this holidays will never end

but its okay...one more year then im done with this highschool crap =)

LOL

its not that i dont like highschool

just that i dont really enjoy it

for me..i rather skip my highschool year then went to the real world

but im not sure im ready for it or not

anyway that for now..

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Player????

Another Playboy???

Wow.......i really tought that you are different from the others
sometimes..i tought how good if everyone got the attitude that u got that time

But.....wow..im totally speechless

Again...same story...another same story that came into my life

U just another waste of my time

just get out of my life

all u told me is just a lie....

Maybe im the one who should be blame because i freakin trusted you

all thw words came from ur mouth is just fuckin lie

i really had enough with all of these players

Really PRO at lying....

Tell me why ur the one who so confused

when im the one who doesnt know the truth

I know bout her

Congrats.Thank God im not fallin for you

but a little bit upset because i tought u are a good guy..

why does i met so many players this lately

player ohwr player..

when u cant get that girl

u will work hard and do everything to make her fall for you

But once u get her...

Its like Game over

U will always have the perfect words to cover ur lies

U will always have ur perfect smile to cover ur lies

U will always have the perfect excuses to cover ur lies

lie.lie.lie.lie

keep on lielielielie

we all should give you some awards or something

When people ready to move on

you just came into my life

is it because accidently or what??

Tellin myself u better go find someone else

then u go..but if u gotta problem dont asking me for help

for you

its always about you

''u said u dreamin of my face but u dont like me cz u only just like the chase''

I can love with all of my heart baby

I know I have so much to give but with a player like you I don't have a prayer

I was young and in love

I gave you everything but it wasn't enough

That's the way to live

And yeah...somehow we gotta move on right?

but i really tought and tellin my self ''why not give it a shot''

and ..ahhh,,there it goes another good looking guy

and im goin keep convinced myself..maybe he's different from the others

maybe he's really the one

but i ended up by gettin upset(again)

because knowing the ugly truth about him

but i have to let u go to let myself free

Ahhhhhhhh.maybe i just have make rules to myself

no more heartbreaker

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Christmas Shopping XD

Weeeeeeeeeee
Lat night i slept at 3am.LOL
olways sleep late at night
Will have panda'a eyes soon
AHHAAH
Today i woke up 10 am
waaaaaaa
i dont have enough sleeeeeeeeeeeep
But have the energy to go out for shoppping
lol
but unfortunately ..today so jam =(( just went to cp
Really damn bored
only bought one dress =((
huhu
anyway
I cut my hair today at patrick saloon
XD
like it

Truth Sometimes Hurt you

Seriously?

I've been thinking to much this lately

It's like i still cant accept the truth ''ugly truth''

Sometimes It's better if you dont know any of it

But i guess it's like ''live in the fantasy'' right?

Hmmm....

I always thinking what will happen in ''IF SITUATION''

If you know what i meant..

Anyway

Lat night I slept almost 4.30am thinking of the ''if situation''

Erm..let me explain you guys what is it mean actually

''If situation''Is like ..''what i haven't do that thing?'' ''what if i did that? what will happen''

Get it? LOL

I think i will getting white hair soon cause too much of thinking

I mean who slept 4am in the morning just to think the if situation

I guess that only 1/100 people who did that...which is a thinker

Okaaay

Im talkin crap again

But........................................==

Errrrrrr....nothing.....

Some of my friend told me that im selfish...

Well i guess i am......

But i think..WHen its come to ''L words'' i dont really care for myself except for the one I ''L''

I mean who doesnt..right?

Erghhh...I do really think luv can really change someone

eventhough people will think in my age right now its just puppy luv..

but at least we are learning right ?i mean for the upcoming challenges that awaiting us in the next few years...or i can say the rael world

I do really think that for all this time i just live in the fake fairy tale love story thats not coming true in any way..no matter what i did

I'm sure there is more good person out there

Good as my Bestie,better then my bestie

Good as my lover,better then my ExLover

Good as my listener,better then my listening

Hm...................

But to assure that

I just have accept the truth...

In the diction of reality there is no 'us' between me n him

I admit its just a puppy love

The thing is when someone get close to me

Even how much i like that person too

but i will push that person away from me

i guess that precaution to away me from heartbreaker

But when think about it..like Kevin in Home Alone Movie 2

He told that person one story.His parents bought him a pair of skies

He never wear it for few years but after he tried it..it didnt fit him anymore

At last he cant even enjoy by playing his skies..

What he's trying tell is ''Sometimes you should try it while its still can be use(ur heart) and try to take the risk and enjoy it''

=))

I think thats all for now

=))

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Last christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day u gave it away this year to save me from tears i gave it to someone special =)

Few more days to christmas

I still havent found the nice dressssssssss for me to wear on christmas day

Hmmmmmmmmmm

i have to find 3 dresses.....the price must be worth

Christmas christmas chrismas

Jesus's birthday =))

Most of all only treat Christmas as present day and santa clause

Sometimes theres some people more looking forward with the fake Santa

Sometimes we forget what ChristmasDay mean for us as christian the children of God

Its a special day..only once in a year

I admit that im not that super duper holy that goin to church everyweeks,Cz i do skip.LOL

Anyway...........

Another christmas day without someone special..LOL

I think is okay..is it???=((

hmmm ok.............

THink that my fav song for this year for christmas will be ''last christmas''

Ahahahah................................................~last christmas i gave u my heart but the very next day u gave it away this year to save me from tears i'll give it to someone special..LOL~~~~~~~~~~

ZZZ...Today.....

i've got nothing to do this week

just stayed at home and play the rubicube LOL

I almost get it right you know....LOL

Yaiks...just been scolded by mum...

I raised up the bill ==

Who cares!!!i need the phone to call my friends..!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont have time to go reload lah okay........

zzzzzzzzzzz

who cares her...

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Learning Cooking =))

Wow

cant believe that im actually cooking

i mean can cook maggi but not fried noodles and RICE

definitely rice

but guess what im actually learning it

LOL..

check out my fried noodles XD

Yesterday i was damn bored same as today

Anyway...i saw something in my fridge when i wanna find my mlik

something like Bun.....i wanna know what inside of it

well....its written chinese words there

which i dont ''understand''

i asked my fren and he also dont know

so what i did was freakin boiled the bun

im to0 curious what inside of it

maybe im too bored== thats why

and yeah,first thing i did was cutting the bun into two parts

and inside of the bun is ''sasau''

LOL!!!!

here it is...the bun im talkin about

XD

At Night

My sister bring me went to Foh Sang for our dinner

but its closed==

then we went to upperstar Damai at last

Havin nice time there

my sister saw her friends there

so we hang out there

quite fun and her friend is funny

as in very Funny

LOL

reached home almost 12.30am

Today damn boring ==

just now got caroling(is that how to spell it) in my house

the singing thingy

but i just stayed in my room

i mean no interest in it

wow..im mean ==

maybe because im no mood

but just heard it in my room

LOL

i just knew they arrived when i changed song in my headphone

when the song paused the i heard them..LOL

but they're good =)))

Hmppppp

my fren told me that im goin to Sabar

and i was like WTF==

they want to destroy my future

why they want to change my subject

thatd mean i have to catch up one year of economy studies

I mean no hell way im goin to study ecoomy

because i like science T.T

just kill me if its true

Having fun though my holiday

=))))

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Past is Past Baby

What i learn today is Past is past..

I think almost 5 people already told me that past is past

just let it go

maybe its hard for me because seems like i cant move on

even my close friend kevin.he told me about i think almost 10 times edy..

just move forward and dont care about it..

ahahhaa

maybe i will from now on..

cause im tired with all of these drama

hard to admit but im actually enjoying my life now =)

ahaha

i mean..i hang out with my friend.i have fun with them

im really stupid from stoping myself have fun

guess that all i need is my friend

I mean..they are the one who really beside me when im sad

they are the one who beside me when i have a bad day =))

glad have them in my life

I couldnt ask for more.......

wanna say thanks to them someday

dont know how to pay them back =))

Speaking of friends

there are some friends not really for us out there

its just up to us wether want to get friend along with them or not

but who are we judge people right?=)

but when its come to this topic

its important for us for choosing friend

because somtimes bad friends will

backstab you

love to watch u sad

ingnore u

take advantage of you

and trust me they wont catch you whenever you fall

because for them

u are nothing..

i've been trough this quite a long time

i've been the good ppl and sometimes bad

who doesn't?

anyway..my point is

Friends sometimes can hurt you

10 times greater then ur special hurt you

because u tought u trust them

you never tought they will betray you

This few days i keep on thinking about SOMEONE

MISS THAT PERSON SO MUCH =)

But as my friends said ''past is past''

im goin to learn that..

thats for now..

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Memories =)

This sunday i went to 1B

okayy..sure guys tought im going to watch the Y2J

Even my fren saw me there they say have fun and enjoy and i was like ahrh??lol

but actually i went there with my sister for wedding

ermmm...its in the ballroom of 1b

very fancy classy nice..first time wen there then i'm already fall in love with that place

then.....huhu

saw someone that night...erm...

then i remember my first date with him..i never been dat before

he's my first....XD.damn funny when think about it

but because of my egoish and dont trust bout him...

iwas so angry that time

i say the words and untill now we havent spoke to each other

its sad but past is past..nothing we can do about it

just keep erm as our memories =)

Today i went kkboox at waterfront

its Lai Bday

ahhaha

happy bday to Lai kai Ping..

He is so funny

Hmppp i was thinking about something

i f can change the pass what would i change in my life

and what if i only have one thing from my past that i can change

hmpppp

i know its sounds craz..but i was thinking about it a lot

lol

Anyway..wanna tell u guys some ghost story here..i dont know wether its a ghost story or not

but all i know is its scared me

i went to funeral that night...

went to see my fren's father that died few days ago because of lungs disease

pray for him hope he'll be alright up there =))

anyway..when my sister n brother inside went see the coffin

i was staring at the bathroom

suddenly the ligh turn off

then i tought its normal maybe its automatic or something and maybe got people inside

suddenly its turn onn again

and i was like OMG................

then it become onn and off onn and off

i quickly close to my brother

damn its scared me alot

LOL

ahaha

today did something bad with thaat panda...really evil==

we played someone..but i have good time

i laugh a lot.lol

cause i think its damn funny

that person panic after we played..LOL.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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waAnna Change attitude???LOL

This is Naomi Clark

OMG..i love her character in 9021o sooooooooooooo much.i mean she has the
attitude that i want so much inside of me....shes that kinda girl that will revenge whoever make her unhappy..nice huh?? lol

She's not the main character in 90210..but who cares..i love her so much..love her style.love her attitude..

This is Annie willson......hmmmm..shes kinda bitch in the few episode

okayy.......u guys must be blur why do i wrote about this two girl.lol

okayy

they are super duper friend (AT FIRST)

but guess what Annie backstabed Naomi

its like hello.....Can u imagine Annie and Ethan keep their secret from naomi......??

and Naomi just dont know the truth and she felt so dissapointed when she saw ethan and Annie make out in their school.Before it happen Naomi super duper trust Annie....hmm

Naomi did gt revenged on Annie..i mean..hello..she deserved right???

But at last Annie felt terrible and ask Naomi for Forgiven..And thats the story enD..

eRMM..

What im trying to say here is Naomi can handle this situation so well..i mean she did upset but she did revenged and thats how she is..she wont let anyone to break her heart.its just that ive been her situation before =))

http://www.cwtv.com/shows/90210/cast

Ahahaha...okay now I THINK im talkin crap..XD

anyway..i love my life right now because

(a) im free

(b)no need to care about study

(c)party all night long

LOL.....but i know its impossible.......huhu..

i more prefer to go out with my frens that almost same age or just few years older then me

because we have the same feeling and attitude..still childish one.ahhaha

still fresh.....still want to feel dangerous things..like adventerous-EST...

hahahahaha.....................

i still remember i did one thing that really super duper dangerous...can make myself almost kill

ahahhahahahahaha

but guess what i ended up bby getting the greatest experience in my life

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Crazeyhh Night

Lat night Me and my friend went to upperstar

i have to go there at 5pm just to book that place and guess what

they dont accept any book

soo i think that im so dead if i cant get the place book before they r comin

but thanks to Jon

he arrived there early then he can booked the place

feuuuuuh

lol

After we finished our dinner we went to ''Karaoke Porfume''

.

After that we went to pool..something happened there but after that settled

So.......me,meryl,nick.s,and kenneth went to ''Haha bar''

ermm...quite boring there,,,after that we went to ''the house'' and its empty

soo..meryl want to go back edy so they send her home while i waiting them at my sis place

which is ''haha bar''...few minutes later they came back..

and few people joined this time..dont really know them..lol

we went to ''the room'' and guess what its empty also..lol

sooo at last we went to balckjack

so we just stayed there

i went back almost 2.30am SO tired

erghh..my eyes damn red now because of the contact lens...

but who cares at least i have fun last nyte =)))

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Out Out have fun

HuHu

What a disaster

SIck today..damn sick

have my flu...not really comfortable in this situation

anyway

who cares...today im going out with my friends

have our dinner at upperstar lintas

crossed my finger hope its not fully book

erghhh

really dont know what to do now

errr..texted nick just now ask him go out

but guess what..he just woke up..no used o ==

waaaaaa..so bored ohwr at home

just hope tonight will be fun and great

i dont know why..but i feel like single more fun now

its like im free...XP....super duper free

nothing that i have to worry about except my studies

LOL..and im free to go out

(hachiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..keep on sneezing...erghhhhhhh)

gosh...i really dont know what to do.......untill 3pm...lol

ermm..i think thats all

huhu=

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Cloudy Day

What a cloudy day

ergh..dont know what to do

yesterday filled my time with cleaned up my room
lol.at least got something to do huh?

anyway.i got nothing to do today besides watching tv

watched ''Home alone'' just now

GOSH..i dont know why..i never get bored with it

i watched it more than 10 times already and i never get bored with it

Rrrrrrrrrrr

Damn cold

its goin to rain heavily later

For sure

damn cloudy and its dark here

i havent eat my lunch ><

damn hungy ..i just dont know what i want to eat

ermm..nevermind..lol

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NEW MOON..love it <333...

Yesterday i got my reward X)

i went to Chinese Chamber Persatuan Tiong Hua

they gave me rm100

HEHEHEHHE

Damn happy

After that me n cecilia direct to Centrepoin

we watched New Moon..

GOSHHHHHHHH

its so Romantic

Really love love love New Moon

EDWARD AND JACOB

dan hot and super duper romantic

I <3>

What i meant is

They say words that human beings cant say to their love one

one of them is a warewolf and the other one is Vampire

goshhh

wanna be in Bella place for once

ahahahah

How i damn freakin wish

my bf is a vampire

lol

ermmmmm

Yesterday my sister scolded at me

okaaaay

actually i kinda realise that i did changed

erm

attitude????

yeah..i think so

when i was form1

i dont even care what i wear

i dont even wear make up

all i care is my studies

well..i did like someone when im in form1

its like daaaaa

im teenagers..!!LOL

anyway

what im trying to say here is

maybe i should change

i promised to my sister that i will change

ermmm

XP..but i must go to upperstar this wednesday

nothing can stop me

the only thing that can stop me is what i should wear on that day

still thinking about it

hmmmm

lol

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I WANT TO GO OUT!

seriously..i really want to go out

i mean whassup with this all fuckin drama

i really dont need this

i just need to relax

and fuckin no way this will ruin my whole holiday

theres another 1month

Why does everyone seems really enjoying to make my life so

misserable

I JUST WANT A HAPPY LIFE FOR SAKE

hope tomorrow will be okay

today really fuckinshit day

really pissed me off

totally no mood whole the time

just shoot me!!!

maybe u will happy

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why?

i really need a break

i just hoping that i can turn back the time

there is so much i want to change in my life

i just realise something

people are selfish when its come to 'love'

even i admit its true

what i mean is

we risk our friendship our freedom just to feel how love can affect us

maybe im still young to say this

but i did felt it

and it doesnt seems magical enough to me

its nothing but hurting and destroy your heart into pieces

in our age they say

''boys are nothing but a heartbreaker''

i got it from my friends mom

and yeah..in our age

''everything is like the end of the world''

its damn true

got it from seventeen again

I think maybe there are some reason our parents wont let us dating untill we get old enough

and that is:

(a)they dont want us to date because they know it will affect our study

(b)scared that we will get hurt.because they been there done it

(c)they will spend a lot of money by paying the phone bill(LOL)

(d) maybe because the love us so much

Hrmmm......

i really dont know what i want exactly

GIRLS dont know what they want

u just have to figure out by yourself

sometimes when girl says 'no' sometimes its 'yes'

and ''yes'' will be ''definitely yes''

well..ive been told that u must choose that u will not lose

because u cant have everything in ur freakin life

dont take the chances cz u might feel the pain

SEEEEEEEEE!!!!i just writing my blog now n got upcoming message

then i was about to reply

then guess what my super duper dad scolding at me right now

WTF!!!

what i have to do beside this thing

you want me to study???

do i have to remind you that im holiday right now???

ohwrrr..i get it

maybe they want me to see their face 24/7

clap hands!!!!

my sister said that i changed

im the one change

or u the one who change?

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Ev3rYday is suprising

On 26th of november

Happy Bday to Parvisher Kaur Gill

Went to her party

before the party.Me,kev,nick,and evon went to divya's hs

eheh...borrowed her cloths..because all of us

dont have indianish cloths look

well..FYI .the themes of the party is 'bollywood night'

everyone have difficulty by finding the right outfit for that day

but at last..we manage to find our own outfit

ANYWAY.

omg

im having so much fun

were dancing like non-stop

Parvisher damn pretty and beautifull that day

we're like damn craZy that night

everyone was hyper

lol..as in super duper hyper

then after that

we played the 'kahwin' 'cerai' and 'tunang' game

as usual..im the first one out from that game

ahha...its because im busy with my hp sms when they told us the rules of the game

but anyway

i have soo much fun

the food was great

we went back about 12am edy

everyone was like sad

we wanna dance more

party more

huhuu..lol........................

by the time i reached my house then direct went to sleep

i want moreeeeeeeee party!!!!!

On 27th november

i woke up like damn late..11am i think

feels erghh 'dont want to wake up'

hmmm

lots of suprises

i mean,,'good' and 'bad'

well..in my life..when there is good things goin there must be bad

i mean as in always like that

got one time

in my school

i was damn happy i dont know why

but i sang all day long...laughing like crazy gal

but the next thing is i cried like crazy

because i went to saloon that day then hairstylish cut my hair damn short

actually its not short but for me its short compared to last last time

lol

hmmm..nvm..what can i say

that is what we call life

when something is going on

i will go to my room bring along my laptop

loud up the music n play games there

all my problem will fade..

thats the best way for me to handle my problem

Anyway

i got few hp called from unknown number yesterday

he/she called me i think 3 times or 2 times i think...

he/she just listen to my voice then hung up..

same thing happen on 26th but now i know already who is it

but this time..emmm

Anyway..if i being murder then i got my proof here..lol

''negative thinking''

but honestly

next week i will enjoy untill no limit

must must must

lol

planning this monday want to go out at night with frens

crossed my finger hope my parents let me go

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FUN.TIRED.CRAZY

At last..

Feuhhhhh

So tired today

went out with

Nicholas

Oliver

Kevin

Jackson

Morgan

Crazy day we have there

but not good when its come to shopping part

lol

since i was the only girl..i have to follow them shopping

lame=.=

now i know boys r like girls when deir shopping

lol

i dun have nothing to do..so i just keep on doin the annoying sound untill someone angry...haahhah

Went to F.O.S

aS you can see

nick the one who shopz maniac

he bought lots of thing

lol

i only bought necklace


After that we went to growball pool

=))

but im kinda blur right there

dont know what to do

they all play pool

and i just sat there watching

lol

We also saw barth n others

but quite funny

want to learn how actually but quite shy ><

i wear dress must be awkward..lol

XD

aCTUAlly i have fun today

tomorrow hope the party goin to be great

weeeeeee

starting to love my holiday

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Wakie wakie <333

n

wakie wakie everyone

cant sleep very well last night

maybe its because im not in the good mood =(

when im not in a good mood

i will treat everyone so bad

and its not me at all

im that kinda gal

that happy

owes

but its all my fault

maybe i think too much

plus.i just knew something

evethough its not my problem

eventhough its our past

but i just cant forget about it

i cant imagine that u with someone else

but i still care about it

im so down

feels that im really really

LONELY

feels lot better today

want to say sorry to everyone

for those who i offended last night

^^

hmmmmmmm.
soo hungry...

need to fing some food.

at night

my sister bring me to ate japanese food

errr...

not really into it

talking about japanese

remind me of something

hmm

not a good thing

but who cares anyway

im not really into japanese food this recently

i used to like it

but..

people change

yeahhhhhhh..PEOPLE CHANGE!

=.=

why is it happen again

i have enough with it
i mean WTF

this things

i mean

species

keep on coming in my life

erghh

forget about it

guess what

no more miss nice madeline

grrr

im so fuckin no mood

=.=

hope tomorrow will be great

forget about everything

wuwuwuwuwuuuw

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