THeres nothing else i can say

I delete some of my post this recently...cause my fren Yuhua a.k.a panda a.k.a yuyu(lol) ask me to delete it...he say its for my own gud..hmmm...mayb its true..T.T
My fren gt a bad news to me yesterday..He say that 'J' give his reason y he suddenly ignored me while we still together...he say that he gt his own reason....He says that his hp got problem than he cannot contact with me..if he really want to contact with me..he will find a way to talk to me..but instead of finding it.he choosed not to stay in touch with me...when i think about it..He's really dont want to get involved in our relationship anymore..he actually can talk to me with it..'Hp cant be used anymore'that is a seriously the most terrible excused i ever heard before..
He even tell my fren by texting him that he know what im been through and he understand..
SERIOUSLY..U DUN KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH...!!!.
tell the truth..When he did that to me..each time some other guy ask me out i will denied n give dem a lot of excused..wanna know why.??cz he havent tell me the exact result..he just leave me here n make me confused.....thats explain y i have been acting strange and aggresive these days...
I still dont know why he did that to me...is it because he goin to uk soon?he found someone new?or he just not in to me anymore?
my fren really mad at him...he told me that he was sorry cause he the one who intro me to him at first.....He want me to confront wid J...but i think its not goin to work....we cant force love..
but to be honest..i dont blame it on him....he such a good fren to me just like my brother..and actually..i want to thank him cause now i learn my lesson... :)