killin me

Its killin me...

its the hardest thing for me to do

to turn around and pretend that i dont love u

for all this while i tot u really the one

How come i feel that...after i forgive you.

u leave me again..

or is it im the only one who think in that way

or am i the one who act Drama queen here

if yes..

Maybe because i love u so much

if yes

den im goin to love u less

everything remind me of you

never think that i will felt this way

my heart beating so fast when i saw ur name

my heart beating so fast when i know u have someone special

special..special as in ur love one

is it because of me

or

is it because u change your mind

or

is it because i dont deserved you

you told me you loved me.

you promised me that ur not goin to hurt me

you talk sweet to me

you make me feel that im special eventhough im not

but now

your just one of my sweet memory

no matter i still love you

i dont think you wouldnt care

you tell me that you love me

but i dont hink i can believe it or not

ive been hurt twice

no more drama

my eyes so tired,everyday its leaking

for once

i want to say goodbye

but i just cant

cause i still love you

no matter how hard i want you to felt

the same way like i do

but i know

it will never work

people wouldnt fallinlove twicw with the same person

but somehow.i through it

my friend keep on support me

youve been too good to me

but

~past is past~

cant you see u mean to me

all my smile

all my laugh

i fake it

cause deep inside

im still hurt