I WANT TO GO OUT!

seriously..i really want to go out

i mean whassup with this all fuckin drama

i really dont need this

i just need to relax

and fuckin no way this will ruin my whole holiday

theres another 1month

Why does everyone seems really enjoying to make my life so

misserable

I JUST WANT A HAPPY LIFE FOR SAKE

hope tomorrow will be okay

today really fuckinshit day

really pissed me off

totally no mood whole the time

just shoot me!!!

maybe u will happy

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why?

i really need a break

i just hoping that i can turn back the time

there is so much i want to change in my life

i just realise something

people are selfish when its come to 'love'

even i admit its true

what i mean is

we risk our friendship our freedom just to feel how love can affect us

maybe im still young to say this

but i did felt it

and it doesnt seems magical enough to me

its nothing but hurting and destroy your heart into pieces

in our age they say

''boys are nothing but a heartbreaker''

i got it from my friends mom

and yeah..in our age

''everything is like the end of the world''

its damn true

got it from seventeen again

I think maybe there are some reason our parents wont let us dating untill we get old enough

and that is:

(a)they dont want us to date because they know it will affect our study

(b)scared that we will get hurt.because they been there done it

(c)they will spend a lot of money by paying the phone bill(LOL)

(d) maybe because the love us so much

Hrmmm......

i really dont know what i want exactly

GIRLS dont know what they want

u just have to figure out by yourself

sometimes when girl says 'no' sometimes its 'yes'

and ''yes'' will be ''definitely yes''

well..ive been told that u must choose that u will not lose

because u cant have everything in ur freakin life

dont take the chances cz u might feel the pain

SEEEEEEEEE!!!!i just writing my blog now n got upcoming message

then i was about to reply

then guess what my super duper dad scolding at me right now

WTF!!!

what i have to do beside this thing

you want me to study???

do i have to remind you that im holiday right now???

ohwrrr..i get it

maybe they want me to see their face 24/7

clap hands!!!!

my sister said that i changed

im the one change

or u the one who change?

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tata

bb

~Mdeline.J.Life.Love.Fren~

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