i miss that day

Me N MY fren..went to watched mv jux now
have a fight wid dem a while
hmmmm..
i went to starbucks by myself..to release my anger to them
while i was sitting der...it's remind me for all those days im wid that person
n i was like damn..didnt i already over with him
maybe its just a flashback.i hope....
feel empty and lonely now
there's no one i can complain bout my life..
feel annoyed by all those people that talk to me
anger had became my middle name
and sensitive had became my last name
so i guess my name would be madelune anger sensitive.
not bad hurh?
shit..i think i bcome emo again like i used to..
mamybe its because of the study and all the test im having now

but all i can think bout now is have a great result in my SPM result
wish me luck =(

2010 =)

2010 nice????bad?????normal????

Okaaay...
time to update my blog
2010???wow
alot of things happen during 2010..........
well....on christmas night nothing hap

pen except my frens called me..the sad thing is they celebrating xmast but im stuck at home..!!! =((
but the next day went to my fren's house.....party der...=))having fun..so much funNEW YEAR

NEW YEAR

I celebrated my new year at my cuz place..Carlissa's house
damn...party all night long...==..new year...why not?...its the last day i can party wid all of my fren..
hehe
but the next day....been scolded by my parents.yaikssss
hmmm...........
Anyway.....

THIS YEAR....2010

Hmmm.............im trying to forget everything that make me hurt last year
maybe im not trying hard enough
but thank god..i have my fren beside me
they support me
they cheer me
they love me
they care bout me
and everything =))
eventhough some of them i still mad ryte now..but just let u all know..i still consider u guys as my fren...still care =)...but just that i cant tok to u all ryte now...cz still feelin hurt for wad u guys did to me last time....
well..wad can i say im ''SENSITIVE''
lol
Anyway
hmmm
i just think that i dont need that person anymore in my life..i just figured it out yesterday...i mean.......that few second im quite happy..but when think about it...ur nothing..were done...

know why: i have my life now..im enjoying it,so dont ever think to come again into my life den do the same thing again.like i said cheater is owes a cheater...shes got u..deal wid it...

this few months of 2010 is not bad...
really really busy wid all interact thingy adn all of the spm project
let me list down all i did this few months.. =)

went out wid sister owes....shopping together wid her
not bad i guess....well...for all this time..i only go shopping wid my girlfrens =)


weeeeeeeeee

sister still callin someone....dont know who...but if u see from her face...i think u should know who exactly she called that time...XD..

ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PRESENT =))

My parent bought me a watch..GUESS WATCH..im so happy

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee them soooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

=))))))))))))))))))hehehehehe

well.....at first.my mum sms me..she told me they bought me a watch..but after few minutes later she sms me again..she told me they didnt bought the watch cz expensive...n i was like..harhhh??

but i know they bought it edy..they just wan to suprise me..n guess wad...im right...XD

Hmmmmmm...ookaaaaaayy..this last few months....im attending tuisyen (YEAH!??)

i think its for my own good.....one of my plan to score A's in my SPM (as if)AHHAHA

Hmmmm...This time.....i was goin to dinner wid my family......

still got time to ss...take pic..

wad can i say....i like to take pic ??

LOL

sPortttttttttttttttttttttt-tiesss Day... =))))

HAVING SOOOOOO much fun during sport's day

we took a lot of picture

im in green worlddd

weeeeeeeeeee

hehehe

well..actually im in orange but i changed to green...greeennnn..eheheh

Its worth...i became the penolong pengerusi n our GREEEEN!! got number two

ahahah

STAR =)

Ashh <33>Anita and ash <33..bestiee>LOL!!!..5am in the morning....ready to go school...well..why not take pic a while...LOL!!!!

AFTER sportsss...me n ash have to do the bm's project..

this pic is our folio...know wad =(...i did mistake on the title of the folio...so i have to redo...

but at last..we made it.

OUR PROJECT GOT KEPUJIAN..hahahaha..

really!!im not lying..lol



RENTAS DESA

ahah..............................rentas desa.....one hour of suffering..ahah

but its fun..running wid frens

.....wadever it is...i got top100..ahaha

den i won the lucky draw..XD

Went to watch movie with frens

We watched the Panaromal activity.

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

so scary............

actually that movie suitable for couple

ahaha..

but it also nice to watch with frens..

there are 15 of us watched that movie

after panaromal we went to watched the JUON...ahahha

stupid movie..but i screamed but not as much when i watched the panaromal

Wid ayammmm.....(woo wa yam)
At kebab =)) look weird here..but nvm..XD

wId kung kung......

Hmmm.............

wad did i say...my life is balance...so dont ever think to unbalance it...LOL

I have my frens..love them....i have my parents....love them

couldnt ask for more.........................

ehhe

nowww...

lookin forward for the Installation night...its like a prom night..me n parvish d one who incharged with this special night...it slike hugeeeeeee

lol

I.U day...I.U day.......OMG.......

i must gt no 1 for I.U day..since im the one who want this job as director of i.u day....i mustttt....as in MUSTTTTT...get no 1......................................i will try my best..ehehhe

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~Madeline.J.Life.Love.Fren~
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Christmas Shopping 2 =))

Merry Christmas...

GOshhh.. ilove christmas =))

Few days before christmas

but the bad news is i dont have any plan on that day

Hmmm

My friend ask me to plan

they want to go dinner then go to sutera to play

but i think it wont easy when its come to transportation

Anyway

Today i went to go shopping at Centre Point and warisan

weeeeee....shopz a lot today =))

These are all the items i bought today

(bought it for only rm10)nice is it ?cheap but nice =))

Roxy's bag...same as my lovely cuzzie Meryl...accidently

she oso bought the same bag...on the same day and maybe just few hours later or before

LOL

sO..gimme5meryl we got the latest collection =P

Then bought shirts from F.O.S ..

(rm23 each)

Luv this shirt..so cute =))

I got bought another shoes but din take picture of it cz it one of my christmas outfit

=))heheh

Okay ..how i wish this is mine..\but its not..its my sis

she's bought new laptop..pinkish..

so nice =((

Hmmmmmmm

LOL

Then night...me n my family went to dinner =))

Hmmmmmmm..

Have lots of fun this christmas week

really lookin forward to the big day =))

Just hoping this holidays will never end

but its okay...one more year then im done with this highschool crap =)

LOL

its not that i dont like highschool

just that i dont really enjoy it

for me..i rather skip my highschool year then went to the real world

but im not sure im ready for it or not

anyway that for now..

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~Madeline.J.Life.Love.Fren~

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Player????

Another Playboy???

Wow.......i really tought that you are different from the others
sometimes..i tought how good if everyone got the attitude that u got that time

But.....wow..im totally speechless

Again...same story...another same story that came into my life

U just another waste of my time

just get out of my life

all u told me is just a lie....

Maybe im the one who should be blame because i freakin trusted you

all thw words came from ur mouth is just fuckin lie

i really had enough with all of these players

Really PRO at lying....

Tell me why ur the one who so confused

when im the one who doesnt know the truth

I know bout her

Congrats.Thank God im not fallin for you

but a little bit upset because i tought u are a good guy..

why does i met so many players this lately

player ohwr player..

when u cant get that girl

u will work hard and do everything to make her fall for you

But once u get her...

Its like Game over

U will always have the perfect words to cover ur lies

U will always have ur perfect smile to cover ur lies

U will always have the perfect excuses to cover ur lies

lie.lie.lie.lie

keep on lielielielie

we all should give you some awards or something

When people ready to move on

you just came into my life

is it because accidently or what??

Tellin myself u better go find someone else

then u go..but if u gotta problem dont asking me for help

for you

its always about you

''u said u dreamin of my face but u dont like me cz u only just like the chase''

I can love with all of my heart baby

I know I have so much to give but with a player like you I don't have a prayer

I was young and in love

I gave you everything but it wasn't enough

That's the way to live

And yeah...somehow we gotta move on right?

but i really tought and tellin my self ''why not give it a shot''

and ..ahhh,,there it goes another good looking guy

and im goin keep convinced myself..maybe he's different from the others

maybe he's really the one

but i ended up by gettin upset(again)

because knowing the ugly truth about him

but i have to let u go to let myself free

Ahhhhhhhh.maybe i just have make rules to myself

no more heartbreaker

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Christmas Shopping XD

Weeeeeeeeeee
Lat night i slept at 3am.LOL
olways sleep late at night
Will have panda'a eyes soon
AHHAAH
Today i woke up 10 am
waaaaaaa
i dont have enough sleeeeeeeeeeeep
But have the energy to go out for shoppping
lol
but unfortunately ..today so jam =(( just went to cp
Really damn bored
only bought one dress =((
huhu
anyway
I cut my hair today at patrick saloon
XD
like it

Truth Sometimes Hurt you

Seriously?

I've been thinking to much this lately

It's like i still cant accept the truth ''ugly truth''

Sometimes It's better if you dont know any of it

But i guess it's like ''live in the fantasy'' right?

Hmmm....

I always thinking what will happen in ''IF SITUATION''

If you know what i meant..

Anyway

Lat night I slept almost 4.30am thinking of the ''if situation''

Erm..let me explain you guys what is it mean actually

''If situation''Is like ..''what i haven't do that thing?'' ''what if i did that? what will happen''

Get it? LOL

I think i will getting white hair soon cause too much of thinking

I mean who slept 4am in the morning just to think the if situation

I guess that only 1/100 people who did that...which is a thinker

Okaaay

Im talkin crap again

But........................................==

Errrrrrr....nothing.....

Some of my friend told me that im selfish...

Well i guess i am......

But i think..WHen its come to ''L words'' i dont really care for myself except for the one I ''L''

I mean who doesnt..right?

Erghhh...I do really think luv can really change someone

eventhough people will think in my age right now its just puppy luv..

but at least we are learning right ?i mean for the upcoming challenges that awaiting us in the next few years...or i can say the rael world

I do really think that for all this time i just live in the fake fairy tale love story thats not coming true in any way..no matter what i did

I'm sure there is more good person out there

Good as my Bestie,better then my bestie

Good as my lover,better then my ExLover

Good as my listener,better then my listening

Hm...................

But to assure that

I just have accept the truth...

In the diction of reality there is no 'us' between me n him

I admit its just a puppy love

The thing is when someone get close to me

Even how much i like that person too

but i will push that person away from me

i guess that precaution to away me from heartbreaker

But when think about it..like Kevin in Home Alone Movie 2

He told that person one story.His parents bought him a pair of skies

He never wear it for few years but after he tried it..it didnt fit him anymore

At last he cant even enjoy by playing his skies..

What he's trying tell is ''Sometimes you should try it while its still can be use(ur heart) and try to take the risk and enjoy it''

=))

I think thats all for now

=))

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~Madeline.Life.Love.Fren~

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Last christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day u gave it away this year to save me from tears i gave it to someone special =)

Few more days to christmas

I still havent found the nice dressssssssss for me to wear on christmas day

Hmmmmmmmmmm

i have to find 3 dresses.....the price must be worth

Christmas christmas chrismas

Jesus's birthday =))

Most of all only treat Christmas as present day and santa clause

Sometimes theres some people more looking forward with the fake Santa

Sometimes we forget what ChristmasDay mean for us as christian the children of God

Its a special day..only once in a year

I admit that im not that super duper holy that goin to church everyweeks,Cz i do skip.LOL

Anyway...........

Another christmas day without someone special..LOL

I think is okay..is it???=((

hmmm ok.............

THink that my fav song for this year for christmas will be ''last christmas''

Ahahahah................................................~last christmas i gave u my heart but the very next day u gave it away this year to save me from tears i'll give it to someone special..LOL~~~~~~~~~~

ZZZ...Today.....

i've got nothing to do this week

just stayed at home and play the rubicube LOL

I almost get it right you know....LOL

Yaiks...just been scolded by mum...

I raised up the bill ==

Who cares!!!i need the phone to call my friends..!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont have time to go reload lah okay........

zzzzzzzzzzz

who cares her...

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~Madeline.J.Life.Love.Fren~

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